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times out.
so shout...
i gave it my all.
i love rocket summer.
bryce knows how to handle things.
i dont.
cunt. :)
i dont think ive ever heard myself say it clearer before.
" i know. i know. i know. but im so fucking lonely all the time. bree. i have nothing else. i have horrible self esteem. i find it hard to wake up in the morning. i need that comfort. im a complete addict. in every way. i find things to make it better. spending money. alcohol. cigarettes. sex. anything that will make me feel less lonely. even if its for that second. i dont think anyone realized how much of a problem it is for me. i cant help it. ive given up. im so tired."
ive decided im going to church on sunday.
and every other chance i get.
dont feel like anything you said tonight made me make that decision.
i wouldnt give you that much credit for anything.
im done giving you everything.
so shout...
i gave it my all.
i love rocket summer.
bryce knows how to handle things.
i dont.
cunt. :)
i dont think ive ever heard myself say it clearer before.
" i know. i know. i know. but im so fucking lonely all the time. bree. i have nothing else. i have horrible self esteem. i find it hard to wake up in the morning. i need that comfort. im a complete addict. in every way. i find things to make it better. spending money. alcohol. cigarettes. sex. anything that will make me feel less lonely. even if its for that second. i dont think anyone realized how much of a problem it is for me. i cant help it. ive given up. im so tired."
ive decided im going to church on sunday.
and every other chance i get.
dont feel like anything you said tonight made me make that decision.
i wouldnt give you that much credit for anything.
im done giving you everything.