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Saying, I'm looking now at pictures of us.
I remember thinking, oh this will never be lust.
Oh, the songs...
it spoke for me when I couldn't speak.
Shame the band's broke up I just hope we'll rememeber these.
Hold it up, hold it tight,
Moments live or moments die.
Hold it up, hold it strong,
Stay right here where you belong.
Hold it up, hold it tight,
The only plans of mine might sound to you cliché.
But I just plan to live the rest of my life.
I was thinking of not growing old, forgetting and forgot.
I don't want to forget this and I don't want to be forgot.
i know in my heart ive made friendships that may not always be the strongest.
but im sure they will last forever.
all of you.
im sick of talking in code.
bree-you are basically my sister. we know everything about each other. or used to. i hate that i feel embarassed to tell you things. but its only because i care greatly about what you think of me. and its because i know you wont lie or sugar coat it. and you will tell me when im ugly or a whore. and i hate that sometimes i just want to yell that you may be making a big mistake with the decisions you make. we disapprove of things the other does. but that doesnt make me care any less for you. im here for you. no matter what you do with your life. and i know you know that. we need to make time for each other. theres no if. ands. or buts about it. and we dont fight. okay? thats all there is to it.
romainne-you arent even on here. but i dont know what im going to do with myself when you are gone. im so glad that we can grow apart and have different interests but when we are together it all melts away and we are the same weird nerdy girls that we were in 6th grade.we are so different and so much the same. i.will.miss.you.quite.terribly.
tabby-you are amazing in every way. you glow. you radiate a light that makes everyone want to be around you. and then you push those people away and act like you dont need them. i want you to know that no matter what.. if you ever push me away im going to push right back to get back into your life. because we all need someone to lean on. youve been there for me. you care. honestly care about people. and i feel it and im glad. im going to miss you so much but i know you will be amazing in flag.
jared-i dont even know where to start with you. you are an amazing boy. so full of joy and basically the funniest guy i know. you have so much to give. dont let your feelings bring you down. you have too much happiness inside to cloud it with bad thoughts and feelings. this isnt goodbye. you know im not far at all.. but i do want you to know that i know you can reach so much good. if you just try a little. maybe you dont hear it enough.. but i know you have it in you to be what you want to be. and trust me. me and everyone else would lose a big thing if you werent in our lives. i care about you more than you could ever know.
maybe this doesnt mean much.. but it comes from my heart. and i couldnt hold it in any longer.
I remember thinking, oh this will never be lust.
Oh, the songs...
it spoke for me when I couldn't speak.
Shame the band's broke up I just hope we'll rememeber these.
Hold it up, hold it tight,
Moments live or moments die.
Hold it up, hold it strong,
Stay right here where you belong.
Hold it up, hold it tight,
The only plans of mine might sound to you cliché.
But I just plan to live the rest of my life.
I was thinking of not growing old, forgetting and forgot.
I don't want to forget this and I don't want to be forgot.
i know in my heart ive made friendships that may not always be the strongest.
but im sure they will last forever.
all of you.
im sick of talking in code.
bree-you are basically my sister. we know everything about each other. or used to. i hate that i feel embarassed to tell you things. but its only because i care greatly about what you think of me. and its because i know you wont lie or sugar coat it. and you will tell me when im ugly or a whore. and i hate that sometimes i just want to yell that you may be making a big mistake with the decisions you make. we disapprove of things the other does. but that doesnt make me care any less for you. im here for you. no matter what you do with your life. and i know you know that. we need to make time for each other. theres no if. ands. or buts about it. and we dont fight. okay? thats all there is to it.
romainne-you arent even on here. but i dont know what im going to do with myself when you are gone. im so glad that we can grow apart and have different interests but when we are together it all melts away and we are the same weird nerdy girls that we were in 6th grade.we are so different and so much the same. i.will.miss.you.quite.terribly.
tabby-you are amazing in every way. you glow. you radiate a light that makes everyone want to be around you. and then you push those people away and act like you dont need them. i want you to know that no matter what.. if you ever push me away im going to push right back to get back into your life. because we all need someone to lean on. youve been there for me. you care. honestly care about people. and i feel it and im glad. im going to miss you so much but i know you will be amazing in flag.
jared-i dont even know where to start with you. you are an amazing boy. so full of joy and basically the funniest guy i know. you have so much to give. dont let your feelings bring you down. you have too much happiness inside to cloud it with bad thoughts and feelings. this isnt goodbye. you know im not far at all.. but i do want you to know that i know you can reach so much good. if you just try a little. maybe you dont hear it enough.. but i know you have it in you to be what you want to be. and trust me. me and everyone else would lose a big thing if you werent in our lives. i care about you more than you could ever know.
maybe this doesnt mean much.. but it comes from my heart. and i couldnt hold it in any longer.