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this is probably going to sound like an 'emo' post to most people..but whatever, this is my journal, i'll do what i want with it.
So..i found out yesterday that i failed my second econ midterm. This is the exam that when i finished in 1/2 the alloted time i felt really really good about it. Well apparently my feelings are shit. This made me think..my midterm marks so far are : 48,56,53,67,75 with 2 more midterms to write. I have done few of my many cs assignments. I barely understand 241 and i don't understand 251. So..my guess is that i won't be passing this term. Which probably means my mom cutting me off from university funding..which means..no more university for Michael. This has left me a little more then stressed. Along with everything else that has been going on. I just don't know how much i can take. I don't want to just give up..because i want to stay here. I have no clue what i'd do with myself if i didn't come back here..
The last thing that i need right now is stupid shit from my friends.. I have no where else to go guys..
So..i found out yesterday that i failed my second econ midterm. This is the exam that when i finished in 1/2 the alloted time i felt really really good about it. Well apparently my feelings are shit. This made me think..my midterm marks so far are : 48,56,53,67,75 with 2 more midterms to write. I have done few of my many cs assignments. I barely understand 241 and i don't understand 251. So..my guess is that i won't be passing this term. Which probably means my mom cutting me off from university funding..which means..no more university for Michael. This has left me a little more then stressed. Along with everything else that has been going on. I just don't know how much i can take. I don't want to just give up..because i want to stay here. I have no clue what i'd do with myself if i didn't come back here..
The last thing that i need right now is stupid shit from my friends.. I have no where else to go guys..