Aug 28, 2007 17:04
I fell in love with you. I hate seeing you with her. She moved to NJ. You know it wont work, i know you and i know you know. I feel bad by saying all this because it makes me happy to see you happy and i know you love her, which hurts more. I wish you loved me. Im so jealous. I know it would have worked, im not giving up, i cant. I didnt know you didnt want me to take that, if i knew it would come to this, i wouldnt have done them at all.
This song always reminds me of you:
"My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense in playing games, when you done all you can do.
But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.
I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.
But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you it break you. It's not over."
Then there is Greg, Im falling for him because im getting over Ryan. But Greg is moving to Sue St. Marie for college so i cant fall for him. Then Justin, jeez, hes moving to Florida. Everyone i like is or has left me. I hate love, but I love it.