Lowest of the low
I lost a major battle today and I lost someone very dear to me. The fight was long and exhausting and now it's over. At least for now. But the war is not over and I have no doubt I will prevail. Because I have something he doesn't and he never will again - the love of a wonderful son.
I am oddly calm in light of this devastation. I guess it's kind of like the calm after the storm. The mess is all around but the battle is done and there's a kind of peace that comes over everything.
Still I am unable to sleep and I don't really seem to feel the need to. I will pay for it dearly tomorrow, no doubt.
I am oddly calm in light of this devastation. I guess it's kind of like the calm after the storm. The mess is all around but the battle is done and there's a kind of peace that comes over everything.
Still I am unable to sleep and I don't really seem to feel the need to. I will pay for it dearly tomorrow, no doubt.