wow
I havent written here for a really long time . Which is what i say EVERYTIME i come to write something here.
WOW I feel good.
I am so greatful for everything God has given to me.
I'm so Amazed with the things he took away from me. Its amazing.
Since January 1st 2007 I've lost in death 2 people i love and care about. Jake Liber. I love you. Josh Florence. I love you.
Everyone says its harder when you're a teenager to lose a friend. .... okay
I wonder How many people Will come to my funeral if i died tomorrow. Or how many will come if i die when i'm 40. or even 70. what do you think?
God has given me amazing opportunities to change my life. to meet new people. and re-kindle friendships of the past. he has opened my eyes and made me see WHO i really am. I'm stronger. i'm more loving. I'm more forgiving. I'm happy. I honestly love my life. I Have nothing to worry about.. nothing to be upset about. WHY SHOULD I?
yes.. i'm Jobless. ( and looking) But with this time off.... i've gotten to spend time with people i really really care about....
i've been going through insomnia. It started June 17th 2007 which to me is incredible. sometimes frustrating.
I think it started with anxiety i had... not being able to sleep because i was too excited for the next day :) since then my sleep pattern has been all jacked up.
i've learned that saying goodbye , is not the end of the world.
i believe that some day.... some how i will make a difference in someones life.
i believe that some day.... some how i will change someone in someway.
give peace.
and do a simple act of kindness from your heart.
i believe that someday... we can have world peace.