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this week has really sucked thus far. like really.
every day im exhausted...for all day. even after ive taken like 1-2 hr naps each day. im still always so tired. and the work isnt fun. senioritis is getting to me again. i dont wanna do work even tho i know i have to.
so forget the fact that i was student of the day yesterday
forget the fact that i feel like i did well on both my tests
forget the fact that im lucky enough to have sarah and talk to her pretty much every day
forget that there is always some light even in the darkest shadows of the earth
this week has just been....meh. i hurt 2 ppl's feelings and i feel bad about that. one of them was my friend. (im sorry).
im just really looking forward to the weekend. tomorrows friday. finally
but probably the biggest thing annoying me is school and the teachers/district who suck ass. ive already been told of several assignments we have due thursday. mind you, this is homecoming weekend and its rosh hashana. i hate how the school always seems to assume that no one is religious. teachers always assign work to be done over the holiest of holidays and expect it to be done. im sorry but ive never done work on a holy day and i dont plan to start.
so basically, i have to do any work due monday or thursday on saturday, after homecoming. maybe monday when i come home from school but ill be needed to help prepare the dinner (who cares if matzah ball soup is for pesach, i make the best and so im making it!)
wednesday night, i have a FD meeting basically right after i get out of shul.
(-oh and forget i have firefighter class every tuesday & thursday night and thusly im gonna have to miss one or 2 classes)
at least i think blayne is gonna be nice. he already told us we wont have hw for the weekend and being that hes jewish himself, i doubt hell give much if any for thursday.
caligiuri is all fine and stuff but i miss mrs. davidson & chem. and then it also annoys me how there are some real idiots in my physics class.
i can tell im just writing to procrastinate.
i should remind myself of those glimpses of light in the shadows.
-i know ive been mean to ppl lately, but i know im a nice person in general. i hope they all forgive me
-i know that even with all the work, ill get it done and do well.
-i know im gonna have a fun weekend with the peprally/homecoming, open house (my company gets to do the car-burn and hurst-tool which is fun), and of course ill get to see my peesh. i had a an apple today but it wasnt as satisfying
i should go do my hw while im still fresh and awake ...and before my mom comes home with the chinese.
every day im exhausted...for all day. even after ive taken like 1-2 hr naps each day. im still always so tired. and the work isnt fun. senioritis is getting to me again. i dont wanna do work even tho i know i have to.
so forget the fact that i was student of the day yesterday
forget the fact that i feel like i did well on both my tests
forget the fact that im lucky enough to have sarah and talk to her pretty much every day
forget that there is always some light even in the darkest shadows of the earth
this week has just been....meh. i hurt 2 ppl's feelings and i feel bad about that. one of them was my friend. (im sorry).
im just really looking forward to the weekend. tomorrows friday. finally
but probably the biggest thing annoying me is school and the teachers/district who suck ass. ive already been told of several assignments we have due thursday. mind you, this is homecoming weekend and its rosh hashana. i hate how the school always seems to assume that no one is religious. teachers always assign work to be done over the holiest of holidays and expect it to be done. im sorry but ive never done work on a holy day and i dont plan to start.
so basically, i have to do any work due monday or thursday on saturday, after homecoming. maybe monday when i come home from school but ill be needed to help prepare the dinner (who cares if matzah ball soup is for pesach, i make the best and so im making it!)
wednesday night, i have a FD meeting basically right after i get out of shul.
(-oh and forget i have firefighter class every tuesday & thursday night and thusly im gonna have to miss one or 2 classes)
at least i think blayne is gonna be nice. he already told us we wont have hw for the weekend and being that hes jewish himself, i doubt hell give much if any for thursday.
caligiuri is all fine and stuff but i miss mrs. davidson & chem. and then it also annoys me how there are some real idiots in my physics class.
i can tell im just writing to procrastinate.
i should remind myself of those glimpses of light in the shadows.
-i know ive been mean to ppl lately, but i know im a nice person in general. i hope they all forgive me
-i know that even with all the work, ill get it done and do well.
-i know im gonna have a fun weekend with the peprally/homecoming, open house (my company gets to do the car-burn and hurst-tool which is fun), and of course ill get to see my peesh. i had a an apple today but it wasnt as satisfying
i should go do my hw while im still fresh and awake ...and before my mom comes home with the chinese.