Father up above, why in all this hatred do you fill me up with love?
I have never been so inlove with everything in my whole entire lifee.
Life is so amazing. I can't even fathom the thought of sadness at this very moment, when there is so much to love, so much to be happy about. So much to be thankful for.
I know you might not be able to see it right now. But have you ever just been caught up in happiness? Like even for a moment? For NO reason at all? I'm having an entire night of this moment. And it's just so...refreshing.
I love my friends.
I'd like to say i'm lucky to have these friends.
But it's not luck. It's not luck that each one of them are such amazing people. And if you're reading this, you're one of those amazing people.
I feel like I sound crazy, but I'm just really happy.
Elizabeth Clancy, my bestest best friend. lol. I love you so much. I love everything about you. Even the things that annoy me. Like the fashion talk. You will grown up and be an AMAZING designer. The best there is. And I can't wait. I hope you have the best time at FIT college, I hope you get all your dreams. We better always be friends. ALWAYS, because I am not willing to grow up without knowing what your doing, and how your doing. I'm sorry. For everything. For everything, little or big I've ever done to hurt you, or make you feel bad in anyway. I will never forget any time we had. They were the bestttt. Liz. Honestly. I don't think you understand how much you mean to me. You get so much about me that no one else possibly ever could. I never stopped loving you. I could never not consider you my best friend. It's just too weird.
Alyssa my besttttt friend, I once told Blinky that NOTHING could ever make me not love you. And I was being completely serious. Nothing. You are literally one of the coolest people I've ever known. We've lost so much touch, but somehow we've ALWAYS managed to keep the same exact feelings. And even if you never spend the night again, just planning it and talking about it all the time makes me so happy you don't even know. I don't know what you'll be. Unfourtunatley I don't know very much of you in recent times, but I know I love you. And I mean it so much. I hope you never doubt that again.
Together, Me, Liz, and Alyssa gave eachother the BEST childhoods any kid could ever ask for. You both should know I'm always here for anything you need me for. You both will forever be my best friends.
Penny, my everythinggg. You of all people should know how much you mean to me. Words don't even express. I love you. So much. And you know that. I don't know what I would do without you. I'm so glad we have grown to be such awesome freinds/sisters. I'm so entirley happy you have become a part of my family you don't even know. It feels so empty when your not here, I miss you so much. I CAN'T wait till you're home. I can't wait for those games with mom. I love you. So much I can't even explain. keljflkjgte. So much. Nothing means more to me than the thought of us living our dream lives in the French Quarter. And It will happen. It will be the best thing to ever happen. And life will be. Amazing. The way it should be.
Maggie. Ugh. Even if you don't believe me in a million years. You are so beautiful. I love you so much. And I love more than anything being able to talk so freely to you about EVERYTHING. We are so weird together, the things that make us laugh, that you know NO one else would get. Our obsessions. We are such oddly perfect friends. I love you. I can't wait till you are an aspiring actress, or singer. I can't wait for you to walk that red carpet. It will happen, because you want it. And you are one of those kinds of people that can do anything they put their minds to.
Angelle. Where do I even start. We were always such amazing friends. And the fact that we still are is possibly the coolest thing of my lifee. I love you so much. And you are so much fun you don't even know. And I hope you know I am ALWAYS here when you need me. I will never forget any time we had together. We will alwayssss be amazing friends. I love you SO much.
Shelly. You are the COOLEST. lol. I LOVE our random frustrated talks. I LOVE our spurr of the moment play dates. I love your freaking personality. I will NEVER judge you, and I love knowing you will never judge me. Ugh. I'm unbelievably glad we became friends. I love you.
BRITTNEY LANZETTA. Lol. Oh Brittney, since the time I met you, loved you , and STALKED YOU. I knew we were going to be amazing friends. Lol. But really... I was creepy, and you should have been afraid of me. BUT you weren't I think that's why I love you SO much. lolol.
Courtney! Ughhhh, I love you soo much. I hope we NEVER stop being friends, because you're too amazing to lose. We WILL have a sleep over one day, and it will be lovely. I miss you alot. I LOVE YOUU!
Erica, will grow up and marry a rock star. I know it. She will have that PERFECT life she alwaysssss dreams about. She deserves it. I love you Erica. You are an awesome person. Seriously.
Jodie, I love you man! I've never become friends, with my friend's friend. Lol, If that made scence, but I'm glad I did, because you are so awesome. ... YEAH you are. lolol. I love you Jo-D.
MICHELLE AND LISA. I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH. DON'T THINK I WOULD FORGET YOU TWO. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU.
Win, I love you so muchh, you are amazinggg!<3
Blinky! I love you tooooo!!!!!!!
Any one I've missed I'm pretty sure they don't have live journals.
These are the people that are important in my life, and I love them so much for everything they bring to my life.
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