slow dancing in a burning room

[ur_so_rad]

i win
i win
i win

so, my advisor calls me to tell me i'm missing some paper work.
i asked her when the scholarship winners/losers will be notified, and she said "i can't really tell you that;i;m not allowed but.... (switches to spanish)... you're gunna have a nice surprise"

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

this means a lot to me. i haven't won anything in my life lmao. HOPEFULLY i get it... but she wouldnt have said that if it wasnt true. anyways i really wanna tell this ONE person... the only and first person i thought of telling when i found out... but i don't think this person cares. since we're not on speaking terms. it just sucks... someone i considered my best friend won't be here for me at a time like this. it sucks big time. whatever... you win some, you lose some.

i win.