Here's my kiss to betray..

[ur_so_hardcore]

Life at home is proof that I really can't go home again. I can't be who I've become this year. I've melted completely into K college, and it's hard coming back to the reality that not everyone thinks the way I do. Maybe my group of friends is not diverse enough. Oh well

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[twizt_ed32]

I know this comment is random and, well let's face it, a little late, but I was just here, ya know... thinking about killing my family when I came across this entry.

I think it's a big step, and pat on the back to u for it, cuz I do remember your fam, and I know it's probably a huge deal to them. And you and I both know that I know how you feel, although in different respects. I'm still walkin that path pretty much alone.

I don't know if I told you, but my brother was arrested over the summer. He was also put in some special school for troubled kids, where he continues to display fucked up behavior, and probably won't graduate. Well, what have I been doing since then? Working. Struggling like hell in school. Alone. Everybody in my family was at my brother's court hearing. No one but Grandma Mallard comes to visit me here. After all the trouble he's caused since the summer, my other grandmother bought him a $1200 coat. I think one of my loans was for about that much. See where I'm going with this?

I know what it's like to feel alone. But I also think it's brave to be willing to risk that.