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motivation=get a car.
i need to stop spending money. seriously. i went to the bank yesterday, looked at my receipt where it says how much money i have, was in shock. i have spent so much money since i got payed the last time..i'm about to shit a brick. i should have had a car by now, but no. not at the rate i spend money. i need to stop. so please, if you hear me talking about doing anything that requires me to spend more money, just hit me. thank god i get payed today. all i can concentrate on (dealing with money) is getting my car
i have been so stressed lately. i have too much going on in my head. i just need time to think. i know what i want. other people need to figure out what they want and then things will be fine. i guess i just need to sort everything out. but why do i still feel like this? if i know what i want, then what do i have to sort out? i guess i want this person to want what i want. if that makes any sense. honestly, i really dont know whats going on. too much, thats what. i wish i could just take a long vacation with a few select people and get away from everything. go somewhere far away, get a hotel room, have nothing to worry about, nothing to think about, just have a good time. lets plan it. seriously, i need time away from everything. so if youre down, let me know and we'll do it for sure. random, but i hate how people flake. whatever. im tired of caring.
i guess i needed to vent. too bad i'm not done.