I feel like i dont write in here anymore :(

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So Last Friday I get a call at work to go up to Customer Service, I get up there and there is this HUGE bouquet of flowers with a card in it that says "Girlfriend???" Theres a little bit of a back story as to why it just said "girlfriend???" but its lame so im not gona share that with you haha Anyways it was from Brendan and it was perfect. Its funny because for some reason everyone is making this HUGE deal about his age but its 2 years!! I get that its a big deal because im 21 and I can do things he cant but im not one to go out to bars and get shitty I would rather be at home! It honestly doesnt feel like hes 2 years younger my bestfriends are both two years younger than me (other than sheryne) and that works out fine, he acts more mature than I do anyways! I just wish it wasnt such a big deal and people would keep their mouths shut!! Im finally happy and that cant be enough? I feel happy again!

In other news, I have quit smoking for 4 days now, I know 4 days oh em gee but seriously, its a big deal I was smoking like a pack a day and I just quit like it was nothing, Its wicked hard cause Im craving one today wicked bad but I wont give in. NOPE.

Work is going well, my boss keeps droping hints about Peabody and how I might be the manager there which would be amazing, I would hire all new people and ugh! I want it so bad! I get so stresses out at work though its the hardest not smoking there it sucks!

Anyways, Im happy, boyfriend is perfect! Job is perfect. Bestfriend is perfect. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

Theres just one thing that needs to go away before I cant be completly content!

(BTW I havnt had sex in 2 months!!!)