oh no.

[ur_my_satellite]

"I said i wouldnt tell a soul. And I lied. I said I would keep my mouth shut for once. I said that over and over again. I said I was hurt we sat out side I can still hear the train in the background. Why are you here? How are you here? Its always been you! I was angry! I come back from the bathroom and there are two shots. It was a bad idea, I didnt say no. I did what I was told. Swimming and showers and hearts that dont fit. Lies and pain and broken hearts. Playing the same game with two different set of rules. You took yours and I took mine. A glass wall I want to smash. Drunken walks and tears that wont stop. Fighting in the street and you holding me back trying to pull back but you pull harder. Closed off from the out side world I lost my mind. Im still not back from the cliff. I still see the water crashing from over the edge but I wont jump for you again."

HONESTLY. Its really really really hard to believe that one of my really good friends wrote that about her ex boyfriend....