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wow, so this thing went outa style fast as a bit when myspace started spreadin, but i feel like having one, so what now.
things are going ok i guess. been real sick lately, might have to go away for a while this summer, take some time to get better you know. things at school arent bad, gettin good grades and stuff, but i feel like im drifting away from the people that i need the most, like outa no where people just disappear on me and dont bother coming back anymore. i have plenty of peole that stick around, the ones that really care, but it hurts sometimes to know that the people i trusted most could care less about me now. ehh, oh well. im so excited for summer though, Nags Head, Pennsylvania, Jamiaca, Pheonix, & Cali! i cant wait. its ok, i know yall are jealous, :-)
so i have a dilema... have you ever had really really bad news, news so bad that you waited like a month to tell someone and still dont have the courage to do it? well ive got some bad news. im having a hard time telling this person because i know how it will effect them and i would never ever want to see them hurt. but its kinda a life altering thing. so do you think it would be better to tell him & have him worry all the time, or not tell him & have him find out down the road, on his own... what do yall think? cuz im flat outa ideas and thinkin about it is started to make my head hurt a little bit.
Well I'll choose the life I've taken, never mind the friends I'm making
& the beauty that I'm faking lets me live my life like this
& well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
& you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much
You'll invest yourself in me, we're not working out
& you can't touch my brother and you can't keep my friends
& we're not working out, we're not working out
This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it
Well I hope I'm not mistaken by the news I heard from waking
& it's hard to say I'm shaken, by the choices that I make
& well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
<3 Cassandra Marie