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[ur_mom_sam]

hey guyz.... I'm tottaly sorry I was such an emotional party pooper. I blame it all on pms. My eyes are so swollen right now from crying so damn much I can barely keep them open. I'm such a damn cry baby. Well its official I've just lost not one best friend but two.. I cant believe it. Talking to Kaela made me so upset she made me relize I must really be a bad friend. I just don't understand why the hell would I lie or not tell the whole story when all I wanted was for them to be happy. If thats the case then Lauren didnt tell me the whole story so I dont kno I'm just so confused. I think its all bullshit and now I'm really down and I feel that I'm a terrible person......... but, I know I'm not.Its just so depressing to have lost two friends. I don't think that I should become friends with ne one named lauren again because I've learend my lesson I've had very bad experiences with them... literally.

I aplolize for ruining your party Roachel... I really had a great time till el crying. Thanks all of u for making me feel so much better, even though I looked like a mofo.

I love u all so much thanks for being my friend.