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so as of rite now i have been in the biggest depression in about maybe a year
ii cant eat ii cant sleep ii cant have fun idk what the fuck is wrong with me
im losing weight...my parents noticed it nd i keep telling them i dont feel good nd if ii eat ill prob throw up or i dont have time to eat but im not really hungry n e way
well what's their response to my not eating? keep it up jess uu look great! or wow jess ur really lookin good keep doing what ur doing! nd ill say well its not like ive been eating that much n e way...just five minutes ago my mom was like well uu dont need to eat...
wtf ii think im doing this for attention nd im not getting it
ii want to cry but ii dont wanna eat i dont want my parents to call me fat n e more or say im getting a belly ii want them to say please eat jess we're worried
idk y but ii need them to be fucken worried nd just idk fuckin care
wutever ii do eat ii burn off with tennis or running or wutnot...nd y the fuck am ii telling this to livejournal? i dont fuckin kno
ii cant eat ii cant sleep ii cant have fun idk what the fuck is wrong with me
im losing weight...my parents noticed it nd i keep telling them i dont feel good nd if ii eat ill prob throw up or i dont have time to eat but im not really hungry n e way
well what's their response to my not eating? keep it up jess uu look great! or wow jess ur really lookin good keep doing what ur doing! nd ill say well its not like ive been eating that much n e way...just five minutes ago my mom was like well uu dont need to eat...
wtf ii think im doing this for attention nd im not getting it
ii want to cry but ii dont wanna eat i dont want my parents to call me fat n e more or say im getting a belly ii want them to say please eat jess we're worried
idk y but ii need them to be fucken worried nd just idk fuckin care
wutever ii do eat ii burn off with tennis or running or wutnot...nd y the fuck am ii telling this to livejournal? i dont fuckin kno