Heartbroken!!!
yea so0o its VALENTINE'S DAY.....and it was awsome....i had an awsome valentine(domingo),who gave me an awsome gift (rose and a ring)...it was all good until it came to the part when i had to show my feeling;s for that special some1....yea it didnt go to well....i basically went with wut ppl told me to do "go for it...u'll regret it later if u dont"...i kinda regret it telling him how i felt now...yea so0o that made my valentine's day one of the worst i've ever had....3 V-days without really that special some1 and this one was my worst...1st rejection of the day..yea beleive it or not there was 2...that must be a record or somthing...yea well from that being said i've been crying all day...wut a great way to spend valentine's day....and to make it even better...that takes me to rejection number 2.....let's rewind...i get super emotional wen parents or even friends try to make u feel better wen u already feel like shyt telling u "your a great person, you'll have guys lined up for you wen ur older" i guess im sick of that i want them to be lined up for me now...but i guess i cant be selfish....ppl no me and i guess consider me as that grl who goes for a challenge/the chase...and im tired of that i'm always the one chasing and i want to be the one being chased....i want to be that grl that wen u walk in the door and "that guy" says to his friends yea thats her...i guess i cant expect that...yea oki fast foward..(second rejection) let me talk a lil bit bout this one...i would describe this guy in my life the one that will always have that place in your heart no matter wut..yea i've known him for a while hes the one whoo got me into this whole live journal piece of shyt (hint hint: my s/n) yea hes been there with me through a lot of my shyt and has helped me with it too...with him i felt that...i guess it doesnt matter...yea it was easier actually telling him how i felt...i guess cuz he told me he felt the same way...but i guess in this situation it was a difficult one in other words....i dont do these things on purpose u kno they just seem to happen...yea so0o today he tells me he wants to end our friendship all togehter....yea that tore me apart..i guess i did something wrong..lied to him in some way i dunno..this rejection wasnt much of a dating one....it was a friendship...but w/e i think GOD is just doing this to me to learn something form it i guess i dunno...i guess i just need to except and be happy with all of this..its gunna be hard but i will try....yea isnt it said that "you know its love wen all you want is that person to be happy, even if your not part of their happiness".....yea that's wut i got to be....HAPPY!!!
THATS MY LYFE
-TINA-
THATS MY LYFE
-TINA-