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i have to go to this stupid retreat and i dont want to go . my mom asked me if i wanted to go and i tried to to tell her that i didnt want to but she wouldnt listen to me she just ignored me . i cried for 3 hours telling my dad that i didnt want to go and he says i have to , because he doesnt want to tell people that i didnt want to go . ive gone every year and i dont like it , he doesnt care that i dont want to go to maywood but this he cares about . i tryed to tell them but they allways get mad when i try to talk to them , so i just dont tell them anything . i just dont like it there , and she asked me if i wanted to go , and i said no but they dont care . i dont know why she asked if i have no option whenever i try to tell them something they dont listen even if its important. my mom always gets mad at me and tells me i cant controll her when i'm not trying to ,i'm just trying to tell her something important. and nobody listens to me