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so much. well this weekend went by fast. jacks was fun. called Emily at 303 adn feel really bad. stange how i never tlak to her anymore until i get drunk...
i am immature but i am going to college... atleast PLattsburgh... but i dont want to go tehre but if i dont get accepted anywhere else atleast i can go somewhere.
i drive this girl around, spend time, try adn get close and the only time she kisses me is drunk... shy? or being nice. its a terrible feeling; not knowing whether she likes you or not. it's always been like this... ever since sophmore year. once a year i think i get really close to her and then disconnect her from all ties. this time i feel different. she is fun to be around, before all i wanted was to go out with her and i didnt even know what that entailed. but now... i feel a bit more educated and can be happy about being friends.
why am i always the best guy friend a girl could have... in college i am not coming out of the closet.. guys gross me out. some girls too. but forreal... forever the best friend to girls... never an attraction. TRUTH HURTS.
done drinking for a while. its nice. i can see it being fun.
on a lighter note. i like the smiths and the stars.
i am immature but i am going to college... atleast PLattsburgh... but i dont want to go tehre but if i dont get accepted anywhere else atleast i can go somewhere.
i drive this girl around, spend time, try adn get close and the only time she kisses me is drunk... shy? or being nice. its a terrible feeling; not knowing whether she likes you or not. it's always been like this... ever since sophmore year. once a year i think i get really close to her and then disconnect her from all ties. this time i feel different. she is fun to be around, before all i wanted was to go out with her and i didnt even know what that entailed. but now... i feel a bit more educated and can be happy about being friends.
why am i always the best guy friend a girl could have... in college i am not coming out of the closet.. guys gross me out. some girls too. but forreal... forever the best friend to girls... never an attraction. TRUTH HURTS.
done drinking for a while. its nice. i can see it being fun.
on a lighter note. i like the smiths and the stars.