no escape from reality.

[ur_hed_a_splode]

i think this is me, trying to live by my parting words with vsaa.
feels like uneven footing.
feels like one of those situations i'd die for.
feels like the world could end.
feels like i'm being torn from one thing and grafted onto another.
feels like the tide is hitting every nerve in my body, icy and panicky and alerting.
ultimately, feels alright.

ultimately, it isn't the world ending.
ultimately, it isn't me dying.
ultimately, i can always go back and sew up the tear.
ultimately, i've always loved swimming in the ocean.