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i never realized how immature i am until today
this morning
you see i got mad at crystal for thinkin she was a bitch to me bc i was goin out wit nate instead of hangin wit her
damn that was immature of me to think
and damn i really do love drama
thats y im always so surrounded by it
i start shit with everyone
everything that happens
i started it all
everything wit josh
all me
everything wit sam
all me
everything wit crystal
all me
everything wit my friend kristin
all me
everything wit kayla even tho we've been the same way since 6th grade
all me
might as well thro in everthing that happened wit me and chris
me and jessica
me and mystie
all fuckin me
all of it
and im sure all the crap that happened wit me and craigs sis was my fault
im jsut such a fuckin drama queen right?
damn
and im sure theres others
i think im the most immature person there is
holy fuck
i might as well be 12 or somthing
and my personality needs to mature to the max
ha wow
and im sure im selfish in a way
and im glad that ppl have noticed me changin the way i am to fit in wit other ppl
i mean
i never did like hardcore music until i started goin out wit nate
i mean if ur wit someone and u like them
ur gonna start likin what they like
and omg i did try so hard to get big red to like me
how did i not realize this
all the off roadin and shit
that was allllllll bc of him
there was no personal opinion in there
and all the country music that i like?
all of it
all bc of him
even tho that list only includes sheryl crow
i love country music
i mean i guess im not totally honest wit myself or anyone else bc no one seems to know that ive actually liked doin everything i do for a super ass long time
for as far back as i can remember
some longer than others
but i really have liked them all on my own
i guess i dont come off as that
i come off as a leech that takes everyone elses opinions and make them my own
about everything i like too
everything
damn im so unoriginal
everything i do is all just to be cool
wow
i might as well die or somthing
i dont think anyone would notice
im such an influenced person
anybody can talk me into doing anything
or think in anyway
wow
and goin on about all this on here is very immature
i mean even tho crystal gave me a nice lil letter over myspace
which i got told in
like whoa
she has shown me the light
i mean yea i told her to fuck off bc she has become a total bitch whether she'll admit to it or not
or just go talk to josh and keep being thought of as a person that never gets mad or is NEVER a bitch
noooooo
not her
not good lil nice crystal
she can never be a nasty bitch like me
shes so mature
omg
we should all take a lesson from her
damn
shes gonna make a great fucking teacher
good for her
i really love ppl around here
we all talk shit
we cant all just be nice
i mean we are all friends but yet we still talk shit
wtf?
y is this?
i think everyone is a drama queen
especially the ones who try to be all innocent and play nice
i envy those ppl
they got a good outter coating
but i guess ppl saw thru mine
and see how i really am
and im glad to have found out that ppl are talkin about how i change my personality to fit whoever im with
even tho ppl do do that
thats not normal
im not normal
i dont know who i am
if someone can find me please give them my number
here it is
407-331-8732
wow this was all prolly way over the top
but i dont care
i am so fuckin tired of ppl who think they know me
wow thats so cliche
if this pisses anyone off
good
bc i had thought that i was one of the nicest ppl out there
but i guess thats fake
i guess the only ppl i really need is josh kristina and kristin
they seem to be the only ppl who truly know who i am
truly
and i mean my bf josh
theyre the only ones that actually get happy to talk to me
and not think that i only hang out with them to be cool
so thats cool
i appreciate that
i mean im sry if i started to be like anyone i hang out wit
i know thats such a terrible thing to do
try and fit in
haha
who the fuck does that
no one i know
everyone is their own individual
yea...
right.....
so to anyone who thinks that im not my own person and that i honestly hung out wit u to be cool
not that i just honestly liked hangin out wit u
fuck off
actually
everyone fuck off
i fuckin tired of all this
u ppl annoy the fuck outta me
i dont give a shit about what any of you have to say
ur all fuckin assholes for thinkin that about me
fuck you
this morning
you see i got mad at crystal for thinkin she was a bitch to me bc i was goin out wit nate instead of hangin wit her
damn that was immature of me to think
and damn i really do love drama
thats y im always so surrounded by it
i start shit with everyone
everything that happens
i started it all
everything wit josh
all me
everything wit sam
all me
everything wit crystal
all me
everything wit my friend kristin
all me
everything wit kayla even tho we've been the same way since 6th grade
all me
might as well thro in everthing that happened wit me and chris
me and jessica
me and mystie
all fuckin me
all of it
and im sure all the crap that happened wit me and craigs sis was my fault
im jsut such a fuckin drama queen right?
damn
and im sure theres others
i think im the most immature person there is
holy fuck
i might as well be 12 or somthing
and my personality needs to mature to the max
ha wow
and im sure im selfish in a way
and im glad that ppl have noticed me changin the way i am to fit in wit other ppl
i mean
i never did like hardcore music until i started goin out wit nate
i mean if ur wit someone and u like them
ur gonna start likin what they like
and omg i did try so hard to get big red to like me
how did i not realize this
all the off roadin and shit
that was allllllll bc of him
there was no personal opinion in there
and all the country music that i like?
all of it
all bc of him
even tho that list only includes sheryl crow
i love country music
i mean i guess im not totally honest wit myself or anyone else bc no one seems to know that ive actually liked doin everything i do for a super ass long time
for as far back as i can remember
some longer than others
but i really have liked them all on my own
i guess i dont come off as that
i come off as a leech that takes everyone elses opinions and make them my own
about everything i like too
everything
damn im so unoriginal
everything i do is all just to be cool
wow
i might as well die or somthing
i dont think anyone would notice
im such an influenced person
anybody can talk me into doing anything
or think in anyway
wow
and goin on about all this on here is very immature
i mean even tho crystal gave me a nice lil letter over myspace
which i got told in
like whoa
she has shown me the light
i mean yea i told her to fuck off bc she has become a total bitch whether she'll admit to it or not
or just go talk to josh and keep being thought of as a person that never gets mad or is NEVER a bitch
noooooo
not her
not good lil nice crystal
she can never be a nasty bitch like me
shes so mature
omg
we should all take a lesson from her
damn
shes gonna make a great fucking teacher
good for her
i really love ppl around here
we all talk shit
we cant all just be nice
i mean we are all friends but yet we still talk shit
wtf?
y is this?
i think everyone is a drama queen
especially the ones who try to be all innocent and play nice
i envy those ppl
they got a good outter coating
but i guess ppl saw thru mine
and see how i really am
and im glad to have found out that ppl are talkin about how i change my personality to fit whoever im with
even tho ppl do do that
thats not normal
im not normal
i dont know who i am
if someone can find me please give them my number
here it is
407-331-8732
wow this was all prolly way over the top
but i dont care
i am so fuckin tired of ppl who think they know me
wow thats so cliche
if this pisses anyone off
good
bc i had thought that i was one of the nicest ppl out there
but i guess thats fake
i guess the only ppl i really need is josh kristina and kristin
they seem to be the only ppl who truly know who i am
truly
and i mean my bf josh
theyre the only ones that actually get happy to talk to me
and not think that i only hang out with them to be cool
so thats cool
i appreciate that
i mean im sry if i started to be like anyone i hang out wit
i know thats such a terrible thing to do
try and fit in
haha
who the fuck does that
no one i know
everyone is their own individual
yea...
right.....
so to anyone who thinks that im not my own person and that i honestly hung out wit u to be cool
not that i just honestly liked hangin out wit u
fuck off
actually
everyone fuck off
i fuckin tired of all this
u ppl annoy the fuck outta me
i dont give a shit about what any of you have to say
ur all fuckin assholes for thinkin that about me
fuck you