Jun 06, 2004 22:05
"Taking Back Sunday - Your own disaster"
Prom was tremendously stunning. Even though the dance floor was small, DJ played dull music, &the whole preparing for prom was a hassle, i still had the best night of my life. The limo ride was hilarious! We played Concentration,&1 2 lets play zoo. The whole champaigne bottle with Neil, that was CLASSiC. I didn`t dance much, i had a gruesome headache that wouldn`t go away. When prom ended, i fell asleep in Jason`s arms til we arrived at my sister's apartment. We were watching The Punisher. But i fell asleep. Woke up again and talked with Jason =) It was just perfect. I spent the whole day with him. No arguements, just giving each other the unconditional love, it was enchanting. By morning, we just looked at each other. And whenever i tried to sleep again, he`d mess around with me! Lol, we watched Mean Girls, i must say, it was a cute bopper movie. I liked it. Lindsay Lohan,SUPER HOT. After the movie, we decided to head on home. The whole day was just stay home while i try on new makeup that mother bought me from MAC. i love it ..a lot =)
At night,do you ever find yourself reminiscing about the past, or observing what the future might take you? There are so many things that i regret doing in the past, and hoping that i won`t make the same mistake in the future. But then i realized, if those things never happened you wouldn`t be the person who you are today. Maybe the stuff that happened to you is just a reality slap and it's fate thats bringing you to your future. I learned from my Older Sister a lot today. I`ve learned so much that what i had done before,has effected a lot of people. It makes me feel really devistated inside. I should`ve never done those things. I lost so much trust and patients from people i really love and care about. It's gonna take time for these wounds to heal... i`m just hoping that fate has its way and take me to a whole new level...