Dec 17, 2004 22:06
And yet, my happiness was tainted. It remained incomplete, knowing that there still was someone that wasn't around; it bothered me, messing with my mind, growing on my insecurities. I could only distract myself from it, there wasn't anything I could do to avoid it from casting a shadowy cloud over my sunny day. I wondered to myself how long it would take for me to be fully happy again.