Jul 01, 2004 00:37
-Monday-
+Anita's birthday
+went to mall -- got 2 skirts 4 shirts & some other stuff
+had a cake fight.. again! :x
+played rummy again & kicked ass again! haha
-Eric left for Italy for the summer.
-Tuesday-
+mall again - got pair of capris a skirt 4 tank tops 3 shirts & a bunch of other dtuff
+saw Ray..
- dramaa! what else is new
-anita was pissed at me all night. w/e
+hungout with Mark the entire night.
+watched Freaky Friday.
-wednesday-
+went home around 11:30
+tanned from 1:30-5ish but hungout by the pool until 8
+Christina came around 3:30ish
+met this guy Chris. he's the lifeguard. :x
+slept for a half hour at the pool! then chris made fun of me. haha
+christina&I met up with Tom then met up with Derek Chris BJ Kyle&Gogz at BJs house.
+Saw dodgeball at 9:45 -- it was a FUNNY movie!
+Derek Chris&me walked Kyle home then Derek&Chris walked me home. that was soso sweet of em
+talked alot to Derek&Chris about stuff.. they always no what to say. thanx guys<3
+/-Eric called me. I miss him. not like it matters. he kinda hates me thanx to a so called friend.
+Virgina called me from Greece!
+So happy to be home.!
well tonight I thought about alot of stuff&thanx to my friends they really put things in a good prospective for me. well here the thing. I noticed how I get depressed when I think of past relationships&how people hurt me then I hurt people back&I'm kinda tired of it. like people think Im just this hoe who goes to guy to guy. Lisa, you actually put this in my head this morning. thanx alot. &thats why eric like hates me cause y ou had to go&tell him that the reason why I didnt wanna date him while he was in Itlay was because I dont want him &a bunch of other shit. well I figured out the problem, I keep going back to my past, to the same people over&over again. I jusy have to move on to new&better people. Idk I feel like a horrible person because now Eric thinks that I just used him&some shit&I cant tell him how I feel cause he's not even here so maybe its a good thing that I just move on. idk Im fucked up in more ways than one.
night<3