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HaPpY BirThdaY MeL!
w0w today it was soso hott hot! school was boring like it always is. JohnJohn was absent today.. Nick wanted me to go to some party with him tonight but the party is like an hour away&he wouldnt be getting home until like 3am. so I told him that I couldnt go.. omg&Dr. Falkoski is always yelling at me for what I where&shes the only teacher who says something&she sends me to the V.P. everyday&they tell me to put a T-Shirt over my shirt but I just take it off when I leave! hehe then during gym I didnt feel like playing so Mr. Traina just told me to hold his book thing&I didnt have to play&I didnt get a zero or anything! haha I was soso happy! after school I hungout with a bunch of people like always. &Mel had this cake&I had some of it&it was soso good! ha but I left kinda ealier than usual&I took Maxine home. Then I went home, took a shower, then went to Erica's. Hung there for a while, we talked soso much. Then I was on the phone with Christina trying to make plans. we three wayed with Tom, Anthony&Chris R.&we still didnt find plans! at 8ish I left Erica's&walked to Christina's.. when I got there we met up with Anthony, Chris&Davey&walked to Jumbos. Christina&I both a a medium bubble gum, Chocolate&Pina Culta (i think thats how u spell it lol Im a lil tiredd).. there we met up with Erica, Dee, Britt, Jill&some other people but then they left. Then we went over to School 11&met up with Eddie&we had to jump over a fence&Christina couldnt. aww but she did. haha then the guys skated&Christina&I played hop scotch!! ha Then Chris&Christina decided to have a race, but yea that didnt turn out so well... Chris fell then Christina fell over him&it was the funniest thing!! lol Christina got a cut on her knee&Chris like spraned his rist! aww omg! then Eddie was telling this 5 minute long joke! ahh it was soso long!! lol laterr we walked to Hot Grill&got some fooood! then went to Nash Park, until the cops came&we got kicked out. later Christina's dad picked us up around 11:30ish. right now Im talking to JohnJohn, Anthony, Meg, Lisa, Virgina, Mark, Mike&Eric. tomorrow dont have a clue what I'm doing. GreaT! but anyway I had a really good day&Im soso tired! thats all<3
I always knew that this day would come when I would see you again the pain would reappear. When I turned that corner&saw that you were standing there, I held back my tears. Its funny to be here by myself wishing you were here next to me cause all I did when you were here was wish you would leave me alone. This has got to be the last time that I wish someone would go away since I always end up wishing that they were right here back in my arms. It's funny to be here by myself wish you would leave me alone&I guess I got my wish. As the sun begins to fall into the horizon and escape my grasp, I can only regret that I pushed you away&I know you can't hear me crying but I'm longing to hold you one more time. This was the longest summer of my life. The sun kept burning into my eyes and when I had the strength to blink, I avoided seeing you smile.