Why am I such a softie?!
It's pretty late down here in Reno. I just got done watching a movie, you might have seen it? "How To Deal". Yeah... it has Mandy Moore in it and some really cute actor named Allison. I know, who would've thought that a cute guy would have the name Allison??? lol Anyway, I cried 3 times during the blasted movie. I'm retarded! Geez... anyway, I guess I give up on the opposite sex right now. I don't even want a boyfriend this summer so I'm trying to figure out why I'm so set on getting an email from Batman sometime in the near future. I guess I'm just alittle annoyed. I mean, he seems cool, etc. but I'm afraid I might be scaring him because of my assertive tendencies. My friend told me that he liked me. Problem is... he can't date and he's shy. I just really want to hangout with him but as friends. I wonder, "do people think I have a stamp on my forward that says: I'm single right now and I want a boyfriend!" I don't think so... man! Guys are weird. He doesn't call my cell, he did email me though *props*, and he told my friend (a different one) a month or so ago that he thought I was really cool but that he didn't really like me like "that". Then, on the last day of school... he told one of his friends that he liked me and would date me if he could and that guy told my friend, who then passed that information along to me. I wonder if he's been liking me or if he started liking me after he initially found out that I liked him. If there are any guys out there willing to help a girl out... I'm just curious... "how long should a girl have to wait (even though I have been really busy... so I'm not necessarily waiting)for her crush to email her, until she should begin to have lower hopes? Please help. Ciao'~