wow here are my thoughts

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okay so right now im thinking of about a million things at once here they are dont judge

im thinking of the boy i used to cry myself to sleep for 3 years ago it was a waste of energy

i got a new cd today My Chemical Romance its pretty good

i wish i understood the interworkings of a boys mind

i feel like i cant do anything right in my family

my friends fuckin Rock my Socks because they make me happy

i have been thinking about the boy i ubsessed over last year god damn why do i do this to myself

im thinking about how i have 3 weeks to stop physically abusing myself before i get "help"

i only have 1 week of grounding but sarah and jeanna get to spend the night either friday or saterday

i have to quit smoking but i dont really want to

i get paid on thursday and will most likely spend it all on friday

i wish i didnt feel the need to eat as much as i do cuz i feel like shit after

why cant i be innocent again?

i need to stop cursing

i need to stop thinking of a certain boy hes not worth it

Ahh sorry if anyone read all that because its really boring but yeah thats whats going through my head right now