why u lookin so confused when im the one who didnt know the truth.. how could u ever be so cold?

Sep 25, 2004 14:42

yeah thursday nite was the fckin worst nite in a while.. it was fine i was getting ready for bed and to do my hw and i was brushing my teeth and washing my face n fckin jeff barges in the bathroom and starts yelling at me.. and is all like "wtf why are u letting the water run ur gunna clog the drain BLAH BLAH BLAH" so i was like watever idc its fvkin water u stupid fckk and then he gets in to his normal routin about how im an ungrateful little bych and i should call my 'daddy' up and go live with him so i was like FINE U BASTARD. so i go to make the call and then he wouldnt give me the fone i was like wtf im willing to leavee and never fckin come bakk all ur problems will b solved just let me fckin leave this stupid motherfckin house I HATE IT I HATE HIM I HATE THIS GODDAMN PLACE then he went too too far and hes like ur a little fckin WHOOER- idkk its his term meaning a whore..ur a whooer and a pig in every aspect so that was fckin it i went nuts and fckin walked out the front door and i got half way across the lawn then the prick game and dragged me bak in this fckin hell hole and then my mom was likee we mite have to move bc jeff is loosing his jobb YADA FCKIN YADA and then my moms like we have to put ur ratainer on hold.. im getting it next week but now my mom n dad are like we cant afford it wen i heard that i just started cryingg bc it upset me so much.. but anyway my uncle sonny is paying for it.. thank god for him.. hes the best! so i woke up the next morning and i didnt accomplish my hw like i planned and my eyes were so swollen from cryin they like burned when i opened them more then they could.. and i was extrmly tired i didnt even ask my mom if i could sleep in.. i just didnt get up.. fck her. she didnt even yell at me =) i got over my temper tantrum but i broke a sweat and all those tearss bc those bastards have to bring me down all the time.. UGH last nite was gay.. stayed online all nite.. wats new ?

FOR THE LAST TIME TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK - I'M NOT OKAYY.
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