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[upyersho]

It didn't go in out ear and out the other. It was very useful, well at least got me thinking about a lot. I've done well actually as for thinking about it. I mean for once I'm going by how I actually feel.. and well that is how i feel. I feel like there wont be another chance, but I know there will be. I'm 17 1/2, who says I'll get married at the age of 17? Courtney brought up some good points too about happiness. I can't be happy until I learn how to be happy with myself. Today I did my english speech I talked a lot about divorce and lol we were suppose to write things I did good w/ the speech things I did bad and things I could improve on and this kid goes "are you going to get divorced?" rofl it was funny. Anyway this kid Q today kept bugging me about giving him head.. I was like ew wtf no way but iunno it was wierd. I'm trying to do good ins chool and get through that first before I dwell on an ything else.

rofl can i do anything right?.. I can't worry about it. I really can't I dont have enough energy and strength too worry about if I'm pleasing you. Hell I need to please myself right?

later gaters