Clumsy hands in a dark room (Damon/Elena)

[upupa_epops]

Title: clumsy hands in a dark room
Rating: NC17
For: Multi Fandom Comment Fic-a-thon / Icon-a-thon; Here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed. / Crossed out. / Clumsy hands in a dark room. Crossed out. prompted by fluffyfrolicker
Characters/Pairings: Damon/Elena
Warnings: This fic contains Damon.
Wordcount: 400
Summary: “You can't kiss me now,” Damon

Comments

[vergoldung]

Okay so now that I've calmed down a little. Let's have another go.

Once she even broke his wrist to speed up the process.
More. Just more. I will worship dominant, sadistic Elena with my last breath. It's utterly arbitrary and uncalled for and just because she can. And at the core of this game they're playing. What I love the most is that it isn't simply a bad case of anger-managment. Elena is really giving this to Damon. She breaking him, because he craves it. And because this is how she makes sure he will never leave her.

Instead it's Elena who controls both of their bodies, the only thing she can control these days.
But I also love how she does this for herself as well. She needs this control. She needs to do this right because she failed at everything else.

It's funny how once upon a time she used to think he'd be demanding, when all he wants now is to see her naked, to kiss the veins around her eyes, her tense muscles and clenched fists.
All he wants is to see her bare and vulnerable (and I think I might die). But he will worship her anyway even when all she gives in sharp-edged marble marble (and I might die all over again). He would do anything to see her out of control, to see her slip and miss her line. But she knows him a lot better than that. He gets off on her deity. He gets off on her chiding him for being impertinent. Because he knows. He knows he doesn't deserve to drink from her. But what knows even better is that he doesn't deserve having her drink from him. Not yet anyway. It's too early, still.

It's all right, she's allowed to enjoy this.
Hearts in my eyes and endless sobbing. You know why.

He's not doing it for her.
I have never loved a line more in my life. (Except for The Paragraph ♥ I shall not name here, in order to keep this coherent!) This is the bottom of it, bitches.

(I will now stop with my creepy obsession with this fic.)

[upupa_epops]

What I love the most is that it isn't simply a bad case of anger-managment. Elena is really giving this to Damon. She breaking him, because he craves it. And because this is how she makes sure he will never leave her.

BREAK MY HEART SOME MORE, WHY WON'T YOU? :((((((((((((

All he wants is to see her bare and vulnerable (and I think I might die).

Indeed :(. All he wants from her is the truth about her. He can love her unconditionally, but he needs her to be real.

We've already established you're my most beloved stalker ♥