flabber...flubber, we all live off blubber!
It's when your whole world starts spinning, and nothing really makes sense! You can't stop the direction your life is going and it drives you crazy! Where are all the friends going? Where is the feeling of happiness going? I love the band I am in but it's like girl friend i was in-love with just dumped me and I started dating a friend. There is no emotion behind the music. I don't know... maybe emily was right, maybe i'll get use to it. Maybe I'm just affraid to let go of the hometeam. Do you know those little feelings you get that will all of a sudden give you a boost of happiness, and put you in such a great mood? Like when you smell cut grass, or the wind blowing at a certain temp. reminds you of when you were young? I don't even get that anymore... it just depresses me now, because it's all getting so much farther away! All I ever wanted was friends i could just walk with, watch movies and eat popcorn with. Where did all this other shit come from? Why do we put labels on friends, or watch every move they make to make sure they are usins manners, or don't just happen to make one little white lie. WHO GIVES A DAMN? Why would someone blow you off to go party? Whats so cool about partying? What was so bad about the hometeam? I want to thank emily for never calling me on my flaws, it really does mean alot to me. Some people need to learn that friendships don't ivolve calling people on their flaws. Because when they do it, obviously they are going to get it back!
Coming down to the last day of your child hood!
what do you choose? Ice cream, or a party?
sure it feels good, but when you go back to your child hood town, of course it will bring about a few tears.
wash the car, pet the dogs... everything loses it's meaning and the road just brings you farther and farther away from where you wish you could be. Why must everyone be in such a hurry to grow up? why couldn't we die after the age of 12?
So you wanna get away now? You've tried everything and nothings working. You just found out that someone you thought cared about you doesn't even like you. Well since you're on the way out... could you hurry and try not to get your blood on the floor?
Coming down to the last day of your child hood!
what do you choose? Ice cream, or a party?
sure it feels good, but when you go back to your child hood town, of course it will bring about a few tears.
wash the car, pet the dogs... everything loses it's meaning and the road just brings you farther and farther away from where you wish you could be. Why must everyone be in such a hurry to grow up? why couldn't we die after the age of 12?
So you wanna get away now? You've tried everything and nothings working. You just found out that someone you thought cared about you doesn't even like you. Well since you're on the way out... could you hurry and try not to get your blood on the floor?