Jul 01, 2004 03:55
Well, as though you cant tell from the heading of this post, it has been a while since my last update. What else is new?
There is one thing that I will never understand in life, people. They move from one person to the next like they are squares on a checkerboard. I prefer to look at it as though it is a chess board. The people are the pawns. The squares are your decisions in life. You are the Queen and you have the ability to move freely about. The rest of the players are the consequences of where your decisions(squares) take you. It is up to you to make the right decisions(squares). Other pawns(people) can take you out, but it is the consequences(the other players) of your decisions(squares) that move along easily without hesitation. My point is this : People come and go. Some make impressions that last forever, some dont. Just like chess, you must think ahead, not what captivates you at the moment. The board is your life and you have many ways to go. And you must always think what your opponent is going to do next. Sometimes your opponent is another pawn, sometimes its the consequences of your actions or someone elses. Although you can move freely about, you can still be taken out with a single blow from a pawn. The only way to get your Queen back is to rely on those pawns that made it through the worst with you. Some pawns wont make it, those are the randoms in your life. They will come and go.
Ok, so anyways..... I am moving to Vegas. I dont have an exact date yet, but I do know it will be in August. I am hoping that moving there will be for the better. God knows Florida holds nothing for me anymore. I am trying to bring closure to many things in Florida before I leave. Others, well fuck them. As it goes for those who stuck by me through my hard times, I love you all and your help will be repaid. You helped me to get my shit together and figure out what I needed to do. Those who criticized me, HA! Bitches, lol. They gave me the determination to prove them wrong. Now look at me, I got a job offer in another state making ridiculous amounts of money. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Dumbasses. Anyways, thats about it. If you dont understand the top half of this post, thats probably because it wasnt aimed to you. Only two people should get that. If you get it and you arent one of those two people, seek psychological counseling immediately. lol. Wish me luck in Vegas. Much love fuckers.