Jul 19, 2004 04:13
Well, for those of you who dont know, I was fired this past week. And to be quite honest, I brought it on myself. I was intentionally late quite often. And they knew that. They wrote me up for being late, and the following three days in a row I was 15 minutes late at least. I have been thinking more and more about my move to Vegas. I am becoming more and more wary of the move. It is going to be such a hassle that I think it may be better for me to stay around here and find another local job. I still have an open offer from a car dealership selling cars. I will only do it if they give me a signing bonus because I understand that some car dealerships do that for their sales reps. Anyways, I just dont know any more. Things have become so difficult so quickly. I mean, the job offer out there is to make some really good money, but the cost of living is more. Even with that ratio, I would be making more there than the job I did have. So it would have been a fair trade. But with this Sales Rep job, I could be making the same amount of money as the one in vegas and pay a lot less to live here. So I dont know what I want. Do I want to stay in shit hole Florida? Or do I want to move to a place I have wanted to for quite some time? I dont know anymore. Ack! It makes me so mad at times. I ask people what they want me to do, and I cant get a straight answer from them. I mean, do you want me here or not? It is as simple as that. There is only one thing that can keep my here in Florida. And only one person knows what that is. And they dont seem to want to give me a answer. They wont let me know what they think about it. And it really aggravates me. Blah. Anyways, I am getting off of here. I will update another time. I am distracted at the moment with three different convos. So it is getting all confusing. We all know I dont like that. So until another time, later.