Apr 24, 2005 00:42
tonight was flipping glorious.
harvard square with emma, devin, tom, and creg and running into
miles and his friend at the movies was crazy. clicking my heels, then
creg clicking his and almost hitting the man. smoke shop with the crazy
hookahs and the awesome "the reunion" painting that im going back to
get tomorrow. POPAGANDA was awesome, and the fact that they were there
after was so cool. i rated it a 5, but i am an easy grader, and i think
maybe i shouldve given it a 4 because i was creeped out by the KISS
things. the ride home, blasting kings of leon 'aha shake heartbreak'
with the windows down, arm out the window, hair blowing in the wind.
chatting with emma about things and prom and excitement and boys and
shoes. such a good night.
im currently sitting in the middle of my messy floor, eating a bowl of
cheerios with raisins, wearing my raincoat with the hood up. feeling
pretty cool. on the train on the way to harvard square, i read some
more 1984. which was nice, considering it took me an hour (not
exaggerating at all) to get to h. square.
"Freedom is the freedom to say two plus two make four. If that is granted, all else follows."
i LOVE life again. after prom dress shopping today i was miserable. but
now. i am so happy again. it came back to me when i was in the car and
just loving the music and creg was bopping away to the music and devin
was driving and emma was giggling about something, and i just got
happpy again. well i had been happy the whole night, especially when
that funny little coincidence happened that made me believe in fate,
sort of. but i got that, "life is amazing, i love it so much, i am
grinning so much i could burst" feeling when i was in the car. at the
intersection by winsor. I LOVE LIFE, again.