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I'm going to San Francisco in two weeks to see Benny, only for a few days. I don't know what will come of this, but listening to this Edith Piaf song, it embodies my feelings about him. Of all the guys in my life that I have wiped clean from my heart, Benny is the only one that I can't erase, no matter how I've tried.
Every time I think of what kind of man I want to spend my life with, even just what he might look like, this "perfect man" is always a mirrored reflection of Benny.
I don't know if this will just be an unrequited love; at the end of the road, I don't know what will be there, but I hope with every atom in my body that when my journey is over, he and I will be hand in hand.