Hmm.....
In New Zealand at the moment... It is absolutely stunning here... beginning to think that perhaps I chose the wrong country... Anyway....Apart from being absolutely stunning it is also remarkably quiet which naturally affords me lots and lots of time to think.... and in thinking the age old question of going home at the end of this semester keeps popping up... so I figured I'd shoot it out onto livejournal and see what happens... I guess.... Anyway the more I think about it (and I do think about it a lot) the less sense it makes to stay in Australia... I am suffocating without theatre (Jillian, you know what I'm talking about) there is zero theatre here!!! I mean theoretically I should go looking for auditions but I'm still missing out on the training that I need..... I suppose this first semester was a sort of experiment to see if life without theatre is possible... and I'm going to go ahead and remark that while it may be possible it is not fulfilling..... There are several cons to leaving but at this point in time the pros for leaving out weigh the cons....I have about a week to decide and I suppose I should probably get in touch with my don and the rest of SLC to discuss as well as emailing Erin.... I just don't know... I'm so bad at making decisions... but everytime I think about going back to SLC the thought alone just makes me so much happier than the thought of staying here... but who knows... perhaps my mind is just fucking with me due to recent emotional trauma.... who knows.... there's just so much I miss about home and SLC.... and so much I continually find lacking here in Oz.... and on the other hand I don't want to leave my wife!!! I'd miss you too much, Alex.... I just don't know.....
This has been a very indecisive rant brought to you by yours truly.
This has been a very indecisive rant brought to you by yours truly.