Aug 12, 2007 16:21
not a word,
not one.
please,
not even the vague mention
of arguments gone awry.
solid reminiscence...
undressed in your arms,
i witnessed an abhorrent pillar
knocked down.
so,
not one word is welcome
this day.
i remember you
as you once were...
with a touch built
for mine;
fingertips
tracing frames of supple skin
forever at your mercy.
quaking
under your weight
and writhing in pleasure...
still alone.
where were you?
could i have stopped it?
with blurred eyes,
i finaly saw.
i needed tears
to allow words to mean
nothing.
they meant nothing.
trounced
and abandoned
in sheets burdened
with mixed sweat.
they cried to me,
could you hear them?
why did i ignore
these cries--
these warnings?
i was spread beneath you...
i heard them this time.
awakening