sorrry i was ever a burden on your PERFECT exestense
today was kinda boring. the only good thing is that i hung out with merissa.
i woke up took jake to work then me and rich were chillin and jess called to ask me how to fix her cd player so im tring to explain it to her and she is being totally and unnessarily rude to me . then she decides to make fun of me for getting SUCKER punched im like yah ok thats really kol. then she said something and im like you shoulda taken advantage of me being here to talk when your dog died and shes like you fuckin hated him ne way im like its not all about the dog its about who is there and who isnt, i mean i went outta my way to tell her im here for her and she just is being all ahhhh i donno. i wish i knew what to do, and i know i cant just forget about her bc after 2 years there is somethings you just cant forget. i mean the bad times made room for the better times i just wish she would realize that im not going to be here for ever and someday soon i may just be gone. it doesnt take that much to just sit down and talk bout nething that comes to mind doesnt even have to be about us or w/e it can be life love sex nething that comes to mind like the ol days when we were in love and did ne thing to make each other happy. i mean i still try hard to make her happy and it just doesnt work, so if you have a good way to handel this that doesnt envolve me not talking to her and forgetting about her then plz share it with me and the world bc ive tried everything.thanx and have a nice evening.
Daniel Parzynski.
i woke up took jake to work then me and rich were chillin and jess called to ask me how to fix her cd player so im tring to explain it to her and she is being totally and unnessarily rude to me . then she decides to make fun of me for getting SUCKER punched im like yah ok thats really kol. then she said something and im like you shoulda taken advantage of me being here to talk when your dog died and shes like you fuckin hated him ne way im like its not all about the dog its about who is there and who isnt, i mean i went outta my way to tell her im here for her and she just is being all ahhhh i donno. i wish i knew what to do, and i know i cant just forget about her bc after 2 years there is somethings you just cant forget. i mean the bad times made room for the better times i just wish she would realize that im not going to be here for ever and someday soon i may just be gone. it doesnt take that much to just sit down and talk bout nething that comes to mind doesnt even have to be about us or w/e it can be life love sex nething that comes to mind like the ol days when we were in love and did ne thing to make each other happy. i mean i still try hard to make her happy and it just doesnt work, so if you have a good way to handel this that doesnt envolve me not talking to her and forgetting about her then plz share it with me and the world bc ive tried everything.thanx and have a nice evening.
Daniel Parzynski.