There's a Bad Moon on the Rise.......
so i havent updated this in a while partly cause i usually only update this when i need comfort, i suppose ive been sort of cruising for a while with my life and trying not to get caught up with everything around me but i feel that its time to face my life cause im at a turning point and i guess i just need to speak my feelings publicly something ive been doing much less of lately.
i feel sad inside, i cant quiet figure out why, i feel as though my "dreams" are going down the toilet because im not really excelling at school and its finals week and its too late to start trying harder. As i have felt almost ever since highschool started, im too busy to do everything and to handle all aspects of my life. drivers ed is over on thursday and will hopefully lesson alot of bullshit time i spend. my parents only talk to me now if they want something its become depressing again. i feel disconnected from my group of friends at school because i dont know they seem to all have there own agendas and i have mine, but i wish we could all just at the same agenda i guess. im sick and i have so much work to do i dont know why im doing this.... hopefully ill finish this soon, or even better maybe i wont need to....
i feel sad inside, i cant quiet figure out why, i feel as though my "dreams" are going down the toilet because im not really excelling at school and its finals week and its too late to start trying harder. As i have felt almost ever since highschool started, im too busy to do everything and to handle all aspects of my life. drivers ed is over on thursday and will hopefully lesson alot of bullshit time i spend. my parents only talk to me now if they want something its become depressing again. i feel disconnected from my group of friends at school because i dont know they seem to all have there own agendas and i have mine, but i wish we could all just at the same agenda i guess. im sick and i have so much work to do i dont know why im doing this.... hopefully ill finish this soon, or even better maybe i wont need to....