this sucks

[uprising25]

im sucking huge balls at track. i was never as fast as josh or miller or could jump as far as gino or colin or throw as far as yat or adam, but i was never as bad as i am now. i have no idea what happened to me. i went from a pretty decent thrower who actually got some points for the team back to the loser ive always been who cant and wont do shit for the team. all i am is a waste of space, there is no need for me on this team. idk if im going to do it. its not like anyone needs me anyway.

and as far as this whole prom thing goes, idk if im going to even ask anyone. neither of them are going to say yes, and y get my hopes up just to get crushed again...or worse. i hate all this shit.