Dun Dun Dun.... Its Saturday
Wow, last night was insane. Besides someone stealing money out of my purse.
I was absolutely shit faced, and I dont even remember driving home.
Come to wake up this morning, I passed out with porn on, naked, lmfao.
Then I go out to my car, and my tire is flat.
I dont know what the hell happened.
I might have been driving on it last night not even knowing.
There is a big gash in it.
How many tires does a person go through in a year geesh.
In my case, many.
Had to hitch a ride with my dad to work.
Work went by fast, I think I was still drunk in the morning, they said I still smelt like booze from the evening before.
Which is horrible.
I never want to be or do something lik that again.
Not only did I put my life in risk, but I put the lives of others also.
My dad thinks I hit something and thats why I had the flat.
I think I had it when I left the bar, and just drove on it home, and thats when the tear came into factor. Or something along those lines.
I dont want to live my life, not remember stuff.
Which is horrible.
I would never forgive myself if I had been in an accident.
Ughh, I am so upset at my stupidity and lack of judgement.
I should not have driven home.
I should not drink long islands and Yager bombs.
I think I should quit drinking.
But its my social activity, to go to the bar.
Blah.
Who knows.
Tomorrow is easter.
I made baskets today for the little kids that come into my work.
Went bowling with alena, and two of her friends, had fun.
Now as for tonight, I was supposed to go to canada or to some party, But I think I will lay low for now.
Just stay home and relax.
I dont need a hang over on easter thats for damned sure.
And I hate driving around with a donut on my car anyways. Blah.
I dont know. Im blabbing as always.
Off to make myself some food.
xoxo
angela
I was absolutely shit faced, and I dont even remember driving home.
Come to wake up this morning, I passed out with porn on, naked, lmfao.
Then I go out to my car, and my tire is flat.
I dont know what the hell happened.
I might have been driving on it last night not even knowing.
There is a big gash in it.
How many tires does a person go through in a year geesh.
In my case, many.
Had to hitch a ride with my dad to work.
Work went by fast, I think I was still drunk in the morning, they said I still smelt like booze from the evening before.
Which is horrible.
I never want to be or do something lik that again.
Not only did I put my life in risk, but I put the lives of others also.
My dad thinks I hit something and thats why I had the flat.
I think I had it when I left the bar, and just drove on it home, and thats when the tear came into factor. Or something along those lines.
I dont want to live my life, not remember stuff.
Which is horrible.
I would never forgive myself if I had been in an accident.
Ughh, I am so upset at my stupidity and lack of judgement.
I should not have driven home.
I should not drink long islands and Yager bombs.
I think I should quit drinking.
But its my social activity, to go to the bar.
Blah.
Who knows.
Tomorrow is easter.
I made baskets today for the little kids that come into my work.
Went bowling with alena, and two of her friends, had fun.
Now as for tonight, I was supposed to go to canada or to some party, But I think I will lay low for now.
Just stay home and relax.
I dont need a hang over on easter thats for damned sure.
And I hate driving around with a donut on my car anyways. Blah.
I dont know. Im blabbing as always.
Off to make myself some food.
xoxo
angela