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Hey people, instead of writing up my essays, working on everything else
and my lab which is do today; I decided to do this instead just to get
somethings off my mind. Times running up and I don't know what to do
about college and everything, it is so overwhemling. I hope that in the
end I will see all as a bad dream. I had amazing weekend and wish it
never had ended. Ska=tastic days went by and i loved each day, meeting
new people having fun with old friends, i never wanted it to end but
all good things come to an end. So, here I am considering if my father
was right in some ways about the college i was thinkinga bout choosing.
I'm just really annoyed, heh having two daddies and three mommies isnt
fun at all, everyones trying to help out but at the same time they just
making me crazy. I think in some way John's my scapegoat from reality,
its nice having him there when i need someone to talk to, hold, kiss
and whatnot. It just that i dont know what will become of us when i go
off to college. Hmm, i guess time well tell. Today, i found myself so
dumbfounded in phsyics class. I dont know where i am in that class, he
isolated me from everyone else, and today all ireally wanted to do is
skank on the desk. So i got home and skanked my ass off.
i miss eveyone... someone hold me.
i miss eveyone... someone hold me.