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what a week......
been quite busy with work and whatnot....my parents finally got home last night so looking forward to seeing the family tommorow night
have to go to work today....fun stuff right?
went to meghans for her birthday on thurs...always a good time with them...\
its amazing how you would think things would be kind of shitty or even sad after losing krystal...but its weird because it seems like nothing skipped a beat...i cant even explain how good it feels to go out and not have to worry about getting yelled at for hanging out with my friends...or worry about what guy online is trying to have sex with her now...haha...
I've had more fun the past 2 weeks than i did the past 2 years....its like i had this huge boulder on my shoulders and its just been lifted.....its nice getting out and meeting new people also...and i didnt even need to use the internet to make new friends, sorry never could stand those types....i dont think i want a relationship for quite some time...i'd have to say this is the best thing krystal has ever done for me...so let me say thanks....
i dont know what i was thinking with my long hair....prob becuase krystal told me to keep it.....let me appologize for that....since ive gotten it cut its like my whole attitude changed haha...plus all the compliments ive gotten have helped...
been buying a lot of new clothes lately...damn you hollister at lakeside mall....its nice being able to work all week and be able to spend some of my money on me for once....now i just have to start saving it...
cant decide if i want to go back to CMU or not next year...with every passing day i want to go more andmore...but its so much money and since my mommy and daddy dont pay for me i dont know if i want to take on all that debt...but i guess when i get my masters in biomedical engineering and start out making $80000 a year i could handle to pay the loans off lol
tonight is jesse's brothers grad party...should be fun...his brothers best 2 friends are strippers haha...but at the same time it is rickys grad party too and i love hanging out with those guys...
dilemas...
oh yeah also one last thing
if you are friends with krystal on LJ please stop IM'ing me telling me how she is dumb, foolish, being immature, making a mistake etc...even though its nice to know so many people agree with me...i dont want to hear it anymore lol....
ok sorry for all the randomness
time to shower up and get ready for work...
been quite busy with work and whatnot....my parents finally got home last night so looking forward to seeing the family tommorow night
have to go to work today....fun stuff right?
went to meghans for her birthday on thurs...always a good time with them...\
its amazing how you would think things would be kind of shitty or even sad after losing krystal...but its weird because it seems like nothing skipped a beat...i cant even explain how good it feels to go out and not have to worry about getting yelled at for hanging out with my friends...or worry about what guy online is trying to have sex with her now...haha...
I've had more fun the past 2 weeks than i did the past 2 years....its like i had this huge boulder on my shoulders and its just been lifted.....its nice getting out and meeting new people also...and i didnt even need to use the internet to make new friends, sorry never could stand those types....i dont think i want a relationship for quite some time...i'd have to say this is the best thing krystal has ever done for me...so let me say thanks....
i dont know what i was thinking with my long hair....prob becuase krystal told me to keep it.....let me appologize for that....since ive gotten it cut its like my whole attitude changed haha...plus all the compliments ive gotten have helped...
been buying a lot of new clothes lately...damn you hollister at lakeside mall....its nice being able to work all week and be able to spend some of my money on me for once....now i just have to start saving it...
cant decide if i want to go back to CMU or not next year...with every passing day i want to go more andmore...but its so much money and since my mommy and daddy dont pay for me i dont know if i want to take on all that debt...but i guess when i get my masters in biomedical engineering and start out making $80000 a year i could handle to pay the loans off lol
tonight is jesse's brothers grad party...should be fun...his brothers best 2 friends are strippers haha...but at the same time it is rickys grad party too and i love hanging out with those guys...
dilemas...
oh yeah also one last thing
if you are friends with krystal on LJ please stop IM'ing me telling me how she is dumb, foolish, being immature, making a mistake etc...even though its nice to know so many people agree with me...i dont want to hear it anymore lol....
ok sorry for all the randomness
time to shower up and get ready for work...