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Jun 13, 2005 17:59

so me and krystal are broken up now

i realized today why i started going out with her
not only to protect her from other guys but also from herself
i hope that you soon realize krystal that this strong bitchy person you are TRYING to be is just going to hurt you more in the long run. partying and going crazy isnt all to life. especially when you drink 4 shots and you need a babysitter
i love you more than my next of kin krystal and will do anything for you, please be smart, make wise choices, and please dont be yourself and fall for the first guy who starts sweet talking you. i know you love the attention but you must realize what kind of attention is the good attention. Also please be more confident. you gorgeous. you do not need to put half naked pictures online for compliments. you are beautiful. what do you think guys who see those pics are going to think when they meet you? i know you are rolling you eyes right now brat because you hate me. but i guess if you are going to hate the person who would drop everything and go to the ends of the universe for you because i made a few mistakes of going out with my friends and not answering the phone or turning it off even though i havent done that in like 8 months. then i guess you are in for a big shock if you think that something like that is so horrible. No ones perfect. and if you think you will ever find someone who will love you and stick with you and do as much for you after all the crap you put me through, then you are a fool. maybe someday you will realize that before it is too late. I am not going to be waiting on the back burner while you go out and get your heartbroken.
I love you krystal and hope that someday you find someone who can offer you even half as much as i would have given you. i wanted to give you what you wanted and if this is what you want most then its fine by me, anything to make you happy. Just please dont go out seeking attention like you used to, you are too good of a person for that and deserve the best in life.
one month from today would have been 4 years. i cant believe it. i was the luckiest guy alive for 47 months straight and i wish you still felt the same, we could have went the distance

oh well theres better out there i reckon......now just time to find em....never was the type to date around more of a one horse town kind of guy.....ill just wait for them to mosie on into town no use going out looking for more heartache...lol

anyways.....

i shaved my hair off.
krystal was the only one who was telling me to keep it and well her opinion doesnt matter anymore.
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