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i'm going absolutely insane.
i don't like sacrificing my whimsy for someone else's. i like the control i have, and the predictability of my own whims. i would just quit if i didn't feel so willing to be invested. or interested in being invested, anyway.
i'm so confused about everything. and ever-ambiguous (thank you, ricky).
i miss allie. and bashar. and brody.
i miss all of my shoes. i miss my bed at school. i miss my room at school.
i'm tired. i'm really going to sleep soon. like now. ish.
i don't like sacrificing my whimsy for someone else's. i like the control i have, and the predictability of my own whims. i would just quit if i didn't feel so willing to be invested. or interested in being invested, anyway.
i'm so confused about everything. and ever-ambiguous (thank you, ricky).
i miss allie. and bashar. and brody.
i miss all of my shoes. i miss my bed at school. i miss my room at school.
i'm tired. i'm really going to sleep soon. like now. ish.