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just another one of those stories you hear about.
girl dies from a broken heart.
i have been crying since 12 yesterday afternoon. i dont no what to do anymore.
im nothing without him.
but he doesnt care.
he just wants to be my friend.
only my friend.
he doesnt care that i freaking love him to death.
that i feel like him dumping me is all my fault.
he doesnt probably even care that i spent two days crying over him.
he will get on with his life. forget that we ever went out.
i would never guess i could ever feel this shitty.
my eyes burn.
and my nose hurts.
and i havent eaten since breakfast yesterday.
i havent gotten any sleep.
i just sit here.
and cry.
i would like to just pack up and move.
its not like i have anything or anyone to live for in waterford anymore.
he was the only person who has ever loved me that much.
and i dont think i will ever get over this.