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sooo the ER is just as expected. im close to tears if not in tears everyday i work. the nurses are so nasty. they think they can just treat me like a piece of dirt. i get the crappy schedule. noone cares. my heart is broken because i miss everyone on M2 so much. I miss the way it was. i really had an amazing summer with Eddie, Will, Jamilla, Angela, Jannelle, Bert, Janet, Guian, Laura, my managers, everyone...especially my Miriam. it really sucks to be split up from such great people at such a hard time. Im going through so much and most of them didnt even know but they helped me through it just taking my mind off of it. im really so miserable. im in such a funk and i dont kno what to do. i feel like i have no friends. everyone puts everyone else first. im always put last. yet im the one who will walk through fire for everyone of my friends. its really ridiculous. i cant deal with it.
it really sucks to have noone.
it really does.
it really sucks to have noone.
it really does.