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its nearly 1 am.
theres no way im going to bed.
4 more days and my brother is leaving for good. i dont know what I will do without him. i really reallly am going to be so lonely. and REALLY no one fckn cares. my mom hates me. and now hes leaving me. so ill have noone. who am i going to annoy? who am i going to make lunch for? who am i going to drive places? who am i going to play games with and have him kick my ass? whos going to call my cell at 8am to ask me to play mario party?
i reallly cant do this.
my job. my grandpa. my brother. everything is slowly drifting away from me. im really so miserable i really just want to go away and try not to think about this.
i really just want someone to listen.
theres no way im going to bed.
4 more days and my brother is leaving for good. i dont know what I will do without him. i really reallly am going to be so lonely. and REALLY no one fckn cares. my mom hates me. and now hes leaving me. so ill have noone. who am i going to annoy? who am i going to make lunch for? who am i going to drive places? who am i going to play games with and have him kick my ass? whos going to call my cell at 8am to ask me to play mario party?
i reallly cant do this.
my job. my grandpa. my brother. everything is slowly drifting away from me. im really so miserable i really just want to go away and try not to think about this.
i really just want someone to listen.