Black Cat Ch.5

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Tittle: Black cat
Author: Up N about
Band: alice nine
 Pairings/ characters: ShouXHiroto, SagaXTora, (Nao)
Genre: MalexMale/ Life/ Prostitution
Disclaimer: I own nothing~ But! the fic is mine
Chapter: 5
Rating: R
Warnings: Prostitution/ MalexMale relationships/ Language
Summery: On one late night, while Hiroto is driving his best friend tora back to his place, they are destined to cross 116th street, AKA prostitute ally. Distracted by his phone, hiroto accidentally runs over one of the prostitutes. Being scared half to death he takes him in. Followed up by more unfortunate events, hiroto finds himself having to take care of this miss leaded soul. Though he calls himself a black cat, Who said all black cats are bad luck?

Comment: chappy five, sorry for the wait.

A week had past, and shou still haden't taken a shower, or worn his new clothes "shou come get breakfast!" hiroto yelled from the kitchen were he was currently making said breakfast. A grumpy looking shou appeard out from the hall way with mogu in one hand and a pillow in the other. On the bright side of his appearance, shou was finally wearing pj's!

Shou carefuly placed mogu on the ground then placed the pillow over his seat before sitting on it. Hiroto hurridly placed shou breakfast in front of him before the other could throw a fit. Shou smiled at his breakfast before putting a fork full of pancakes in his mouth. "after your done you need to go take a shower ok...and for real this time! your starting to attract flys!" shou hummed in responds "oh and what happend to the $800 dollars worth of clothes you got?" as a result of  the money wasting hiroto stopped giving shou fifty dollars a night

"well i haven't really found a reason to wear them and these pjs are so cumfy~ and we haven't gone out" "well it looks like you'll have a reason today, we need to go buy stuff at the store, that is after you take your really need shower~" hiroto said pinching his nose, making shou glare up at him but then looked down at mogu "ok nut, but mogu's taking one with me!" hiroto frowned "what?" "i said" shou picked up mogu "im going to take a shower with mogu!" shotting up from his chair he ran towards the bathroom laughing. Hiroto was a little stund but after it registered in to his mind, he ran like hell after shou. But shou was able to shut the door square on his face.

"Shou your gunna drown him!" hiroto begain banging on the door. He leaned on it, he banged his fist on it till the door opened, sending him flying in. He looked up from the ground to see shou holding mogu looking down at him with a smirk "care to join us?" Hiroto flared up and reached for mogu "shou!" shou pulled mogu to his chest and put his other hand on what looked like the knot that was keeping his pyjama pants on "ah, ah, ah, now if you don't leave on the count of three i will pull this knot and my pants will fall... and ps im not wearing anything under" "Shou!" 
"one"
"stop it! just give me mogu!"
"two" shou counted pulling slightly on the string
"Your being unreasona-"
"three"
hiroto quickly got up and ran out of the bathroom slaming the door behind him.

"Stupid shou" hiroto grumbled, getting ready to go. After 45 minutes hiroto finally heard the water stop, mogu shaking dry and shou laughing. Five minutes later he heard his room door opening. Turning around his mouth fell open. There stood shou with only a towle around his waist. Water still dripping down his chest. His eyes roamed over his abused body, making him feel weird. He then looked down to see mogu next to shous feet with also a hand towel wrapped around his waist. 'Only shou would do that' hiroto thought as he looked back up at shous face. It seemed shou hadn't excpected to find hiroto in his/ hiroto's room because shous cheeks begain heating up. Once hiroto noticed this he rushed out, mentally cursing to him self.

He had probably made shou feel uncomfortable with his stare. After ten minutes shou finally appeared ready to go, in one of his new outfits. He was wearing a white tee shirt that had red lips on the middle of it. There was a grey scarf wrapped around his neck, though shou was probably only wearing it to hide his now fading bruise marks. And lastly, he had on white skinny jeans, which by the way, hiroto had to think that they defined his ass greatly...Cough-"Are you ready to go?" shou nodded.

"Oh before we go, takes these" Hiroto ran to one of the cabinets and took out shou's new medicine. He filled a glass of water and walked back to shou. He extended his arms with the stuff in them for shou to grab. Shou scratched the back of his head and looked around. Hiroto made a grunting noise ganing shous attention again. With a roll of his eyes he took the pills and water. After drinking his medicine, both headed down stairs towads hiroto's car.

"Get the note pad and pen from the glove box and list down the things i tell you" "hai!" "oh and if you can't spell it draw a picture or something" shou frowned "i know how to spell ok, i went to high school"
Hiroto thought for a minute, how was he supossed to know? "um yeah ok then, lets see eggs, peas, melon juice" shou let a 'yay' escape his breath because he loved anything that had to do with melons "hmm steak? do you want steak tonight?... hey are you listing everything i say?!"
"yes! and yes"

Parking, they headed in. "hey is there any thing you want?"
"uh... a blow job" hiroto rolled his eyes.
"seriously though"
"who said i was being sarcastic" shou said chuckling.
"-sigh-"

After getting every thing on the list hiroto watched shou walk gracefuly infront of him, his hips swaying back and forth, naturally, he swung the basket in his right hand back and forth.

He stared at shous arm. Most of the brusies were gone but he stared at the new ones that were formed at the doctor's office, how the doctor had stabbed a needle into shou's arm to stop his panic attack.
Why did shou exactly have a panic attack? shou was just to hard to discover! it pissed hiroto off! he was pervy and a dick in one minute then a shy cute guy the next! but did shou only really let him touch him? he thought about going over to shou and grabbing his shoulder but that was to close to his neck, so his arm? no, that  had brusies, he didn't want him to yelp. So that only left one thing. His hand. Which was currently swining by shou's side. But wouldn't any person be frighten if someone grabbed you so suddenly?

Sighing he thought of something "oh look shou.. over there~ lets go~!" running up to shou he grabbed shou's hand and ran to an unceirtan destination. He felt shou gasp but nothing else, he only squeezed his hand a bit as hiroto ran into the candy aisle. So it was true. No panick attack, no pulling away. "uh did you want candy?, i thought you might" hiroto lied as all shou did was stare at him. He felt quite uncomfortable under the others gaze. He thought for sure once they stopped shou would let go of his hand, but the other did quite the oppisite. He just held on tighter, not willing to look at the other in the eyes. He just looked away, down. Hiroto swore he saw a smile appear on the others fine pink lips, but it went away once he spoke up "lets go pay" hiroto turned around but the others grip did not let go of his hand~

It was actually a little embarasing walking through the store with another man holding your hand, considering you yourself were one as well. At the register hiroto pulled his had away, not wanting to be rude he pretended to need his hand to pull out his wallet, which he could have pulled out with the other. The cashier begain scanning all while giving hiroto googly eyes, purposely licking her lips, flipping her hair back and leaning over more then necessary to show off her clivage. Shou made a gagging nosie as he turned around. She only ignored him "oh why haven't i seen you around handsome? hmm" she said giving hiroto a wicked smile. Not sure what to do he just smiled back. shou made a 'tch' sound. Obviously very annoyed.

She did some other stupid things and shou found himself face palming at her every sad attempts to catch the others attention.
"Will that be all?"
"No, we'll also take all this invisible shit" shou said rolling his eyes. With that he also started walking away. He turned around to see hiroto apologizing, she waved at him and then wrote something in the back at the ricet and then handed it to hiroto.

Back at the car hiroto sighed "did you have to be that mean?"
"what did she write on the ricet " shou aksed blankly.
"huh?, Oh her number" hiroto said pulling out the ricet.
Shou took it with out hesitation and looked at the back which read 'call me when ever you need your stress relieved, sweet hart ; p' shou blinked twice before throwing the paper back at hiroto "she spelled heart wrong" shou said, hiroto only hummed "so are you gunna call her?" shou asked while looking out the window "it's none of your business" shou shrugged "i gusse your right there huh" shou said with a bitter smile. Hiroto sighed at another mood change of shou. pulling out, the drive back was a quiet one.

At arriving home shou ran up stairs leaving a frowning hiroto "whos gunna help with the stuff!" hiroto huffed as he pulled all of bags at once. He slowly made his way up the stairs 'step, don't trip, step, don't trip' he said to him self as he made his way up. When he got up to the top shou was still standing out side, the door had been locked. Hiroto frowned. "um hey some of this crap is your stuff too you know! and why didn't you ask for the keys instead of standing here like an idiot" shou was still facing the door when he responded "it's non of my business" shou said in a childish tone. Hiroto gasped "is that what your mad at! sheesh shou" shou only rolled his eyes. Once the door opend he went straight to mogu, picking him and heading to the bedroom "thanks for the help shou!" hiroto said through grited teeth as he opend the door with his pinkey (a/n: he has thoses type of doors that closes after being opend by them self) After setting everything down (more like throwing it) he stretched his back. He heard foot steps and then saw shou with a sweater and mogu in a leash in one of his hands "im gunna go take him pee" hiroto was a little hesitant but finally nodded, letting shou pass him.

Heading down stairs shou pouted. 'none of your business' rung in his head. 'I was just asking sheesh, not like he was gunna do anything if hiroto called that 50 cent- no 5 cent whore'. shou smirked, 'yeah nothing but a 5 cent unclassy whore'. After mogu did his business, he looked around, never had he gone outside before. Running back up stairs he felt a little guilty seeing hiroto had put all of their stuff away. Taking off his shoes he sat at the table.

"Sorry" he mumbled. Hiroto turned around to face him "for what" shou pursed his lips "for not helping you and getting my nose into your business" hiroto shook his head "will you drop that all ready! im not gunna call any one ok, i didn't mean to offend you in any way" hiroto said, pulling the meat out and putting it in a frying pan. "the steak should be done in 25 to 30 minutes ok" shou looked over at the time. It seemed they had tooken ther time beacuse it was already 1:30 in the after noon. After promised time the steak was finally done. Hiroto placed shous plate on the table. It also had mashed potatoes on the side. Hiroto took his plate and sat on the couch like usuall. Shou frowned "why do you alway sit there? this table has a purpose you know... or is it you don't like being near me?" hiroto honestly didn't know how to answer. why did he sit on the chouch in the first place? getting up he slowly sat down in the seat across from shou.

"Better" shou chirped. Eating in silence hirotos mind began to wonder. Wonder about shou, his panic attacks, the brusises, and mostly his past. He hadn't realized he was staring at shou till the other spoke up "do i have something in my face?" "huh? oh no just thinking" he saw shou bite his lip "May i ask about what?, you seem to have a troubled face on" hiroto clicked his tounge, not sure if it was wise to say he was thinking about shou. "uh... about your past" hiroto said getting up and picking up his and shou's dishes, going over to the dishes to clean them "oh? and why is it you were?" hiroto continued cleaning the dishes "your so... weird...no complicated, you have panic attacks when someone other then me touches you, you have so many brusies covering your body and, and you were a prostitute! why?" shou bit his lip but then smirked and looked up "it's non of your business" hiroto mouth fell "yeah, now you now how it feels!" "shou" shou laughed a little bit "haha no i just kidding you, but seriously i don't think your pure mind can take my past...or me as a matter o fact, actually now thinking about it, i've told no one"

Hiroto sat on the couch and sighed "Thats even a better reason to tell me, it's good to get things off your chest... the doctor said so too" shou frowned "so your only doing this because of docs orders..."

"well actually im quite curious my self to say the truth" hiroto said, he patted the spot next to him, calling for shou. Shou debated for a bit but finally sat next to hiroto, well a little to close. Usually when someone tells you to sit next to them, they mean next to them, not practically on top of them. Well shou really wasn't on top of shou, more like half of his leg was and he was pressing up against hirotos shoulder. Hiroto shifted a little bit "ok then wanna start?" shou crossed his arms "ask away" hiroto nodded and thought "when did you become a prostitute?"
"when i was sixteen" hirotos eyes widden. That young! what did his parents think!
"you told me you went to high school"
"i never said i finished it"
Hiroto still couldn't belive this 16! he didnt lose his virginity till he was 18! shou was all ready selling him self at 16!! but why?
"why?"
shou sighed "such a simple question always has such a complicated answer"
Hiroto satyed silent, waiting. He could already tell shou was uncomfortable, he leanded against hiroto a little bit.
"i'll tell you but only beacuse i trust you, now i have to trust that you will keep this a secret, not because i care or anything but beacuse a persons attitude changes so much towards an other once he figures out he has a sob story...and i don't like change...pity, well i really don't care for that either, so i won't really care if you pity me after this" hiroto only nodded
"-sigh- first time im actually telling someone this...it's like im silly putty in your hands"
He took a deep breath "i really don't want to make this long so...hmm were do i start? do i start on how my father disowned me? or how he beat me for fun? hmm so many choices~"
Hiroto cringed.

"How about the begining...yes the begining, lets see i was an normal boy with a dad and a mom, i was really happy i had lots and lots of friends, i was 14 at the time. I loved my father to bits same with my mom too, so as you suspect i was hurt when he told us he would be leaving for the army...more like a heart broken. For two years i grow up with out a father, so i depended on my mom the most. she was my super hero? -chuckle-  yes that she was"
Hiroto could see shou's eyes lit up as he talked about his mother. But suddenly there was a huge change. From happy and dreamy to disgust and hatred.

"When that man came back from the army he was not the same one that had left, he was harsh and cold, no longer could i see emotion in his eyes. When he first came my mother had gone to the store so i went to go take a, a-a shower. i wanted to be clean for his arrival, show him the man i had become in those two years he was gone. As i took a shower i heard foot steps, i never locked the bathroom door beacuse it was only me and my mother so when i heard it open i thought it was her. The shower curtin flew open and before i knew it i was face to face to the man i used to call father.

"i was extremly happy to seem ,yes, but that didn't change the fact that i was naked infront of him, embarrassed i tried to clothes the curtin only to be ripped out of my hands. i stared in shock his eyes...from that point i knew that he wasn't the same person i used to knew, his cold eyes roamed my body, licking his lips, of course by this point i was disgusted, i mean my father was... I yelled at him to get out but he reached for my hair, pulling me out with such force i swear i heard my head pop. I was so scared, the person i loved, the one who taught me everything i know was now turning his back on me. He dragged me into my bed room and...and"

Hiroto felt shou begain to tremble at his side "The things that poor excuse of a man did to me, i-i"
shou begain shaking with rage, his hands in fists to tight his knuckles were turning white, his breathing hard and rigged, hot tears begining stream down his cheeks. Hiroto wanted to tell him to stop and that everything was ok but shou continued "i screamed and screamed telling him to stop.... i-it hurt so bad i was still a virgin, but he woulden't, so disgusted i throw up right there, he got mad and for the first time in my life he hit me, he left me there, laughing and calling me useless and a no good, promising me he would kill me if i told anyone. I felt pathetic, disgusted and mad, but more at my self, for being weak and not being able to do anything...and you know whats funny hiroto? that i actually thought this was just a sick nightmare and that once i woke up i would all be back to normal. But it wasn't. The abuse carried on, raping me, hitting me, cutting me"

Hiroto felt like crying himself, you would never in a million years think that a person like shou would have gone through all that, never. He embraced shou, wanting his pain to go away.

Shou let out a wavy sigh and continued, tears still coming.
"But it got worse, he got bored with me and begaing hitting-" shou paused for a minute, a sound of distress leaving from the back of his throught "he beagain hitting my mother, that bastard! i alway defended her when i could but i- i just couldn't!" shou burst in to a rage of tears, hiroto hugged him tighter.

"i was so weak! pathetic! i couldn't help her. knowing he would easily kill me, but at this point i didn't care anymore! i wished he would kill, i begged him, he would only laugh and call ma a useless pathetic fool. I begged my mom to call the police when he was out, but she was to scared of him, i tried but he cut the phone line and by this point i had no more friends, to afraid they would find out my secret, i pushed them away, but thinking back on that, that was probably the most retarted thing i could have done."

Hiroto rubbed his back, not sure what to do. But it seemed to work, calming shou down...well at least it did for a while.

"One day he came so drunk, i was in my room when i heard screaming, running down as fast as i could i saw my mother on here knees with that man holding a knife up to her neck, tears rolling down her bruised eyes, she screamed at me to go hide, to get away, i was frozen i coulden't move"

Shou begain breathing hard again stabbing his finger nails into the palm of his hands, drawing blood. Hiroto tried to unwrap shou hands, before he did any real damage to him self.

"i watched my mother die that day, i was now alone, trully alone. when the cops came he told them that she had commited suicide...That bastard made me lie in court, i was so afraid, for the first time in my life i understood how my mother felt. I could have yelld saying he killed her, b-b-but i was so afraid!"

Hiroto was pretty sure that there was tears in his eyes as he hugged shou for dear life.

"i conviced my self that i was useless, only good for one thing, i ran way that night after court, i would have sooner but that ment leaving my mother alone and i just couldn't" Taking a deep breath shou wispered out "From that day on i kept a promise to my self, that when the time came i was going to make him pay for everything the person did to me and my mum, i was going to end his life with these hands" shou said bringing out his bloody hand infront of him.

At that moment hiroto felt a knot in his stomach tie tightly, his heart fell to the ground. Shous father was already dead.

Hiroto rememberd what the doctor had told him. he had died of aids.

FUCK. "s-shou" he breathed out not knowing how to tell the other. He had to tell him. shou looked up at his, his eyes red and puffy from all the crying "your- your father...he's already....gone" shou eyes widden but then he closed them and looked away "at a time like this you decide to play with me...you sick fuck"
"shou i wish i was lying, he died of aids, the doctor showed me his death certificate" shou begaing to tremble uncontrollably "no" he wispered out "NO! TELL ME YOUR LYING" shou shot up and tried to run but tripped, fallin down to the ground, he stayed there, yelling, screaming his lungs out, smashing his fist against the hard ground. Hiroto rushed to him "shou please get up!" hiroto hadn't realized he had been crying until his hot tears blurred his vision "AH! tell me your lying!" shou said punching hirotos chest. Hiroto reached out for shou wrists. He grabbed them firmly as shou tryed to pull away "i'm not shou. He died a painful death and slow death"  shou looked up at and stopped fighting. He burst into more tears. Hiroto grabed him and pulled him to his chest, wrapping his arms protectively over shou. Shou's limp body only leaned against his, his cry's slowly dying out, it stayed like this for about 30 minutes, sleep finally over taking him "don't worry shou, i'll protect you, i promise" was the last thing he heard before sleep over took him completely.

Slowly hiroto lifted shou up with all his strength. Taking him into the bed room and slowly lying him down. Shou's eyelashes still wet. pulling the blanket over him hiroto sighed "shou with what all you've been through, how do you find the strengh to even get up in the morning, smile,  laugh, be... you?" hiroto carefuly stroked his thumb over shous red cheek.  "don't worry shou, i will keep my promise"

Comment: gah! i didn't want him to have that much of a sob story~ i guess i fail >.< 
on another note, my school starts this tuseday (fuck ;-;) i don't think  school will really get in the way though~ when im not hungry or finish fast (during lunch) i will go to the library and work on a chapter, or i usually finish my work fast, so my teacher(s) will let me work on it (they think im working on home work or something ) or home room
 ugh~ the first two weeks are always a pain in the ass~ you do nothing but listen to shit you were already told  >:( plus i hate every cunt in my school~sigh~ wish me luck
like always comments are loved!

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