summers coming
even though spring isnt even here yet, i cant wait for summer. I hope its like last, except for the heartbreak, being ditched for homecoming, and jake dieing. Last summer helped me find out who i am and explore my options. I experienced pain i never want to againn yet it was all worth it, every upsetting moment, or night spent crying over a infatuation gone wrong was priceless! i know i just condradicted myself but in a way i guess im trying to say the pain, work, self- realization made me stronger and helped me grow as a human being in my faith and myself.